so scared of breaking it that you won't let it bend
i wonder if i will be happier if i have lesser precious things.
samquek
Thursday, May 19, 2011
baby, it's cold outside
eek. (:
samquek
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
faith demands uncertainty
where there is no longer any opportunity for doubt, there is no longer opportunity for faith either -Paul Tournier
Christians are like schoolboys who want to look up the answers to their maths problems in the back of the book rather than work them through -Unknown person
Faith like Job's cannot be shaken because it is the result of having been shaken -Rabbi Abraham Heschel
-samquek
Sunday, May 15, 2011
and i wonder if i ever cross your mind
okay. screw it. there.
samquek
Saturday, May 14, 2011
no such thing
Grief melts away like snow in May As if there were no such cold thing
George Herbert, The Flower
hope
fairytale does not deny the existence of.. sorrow and failure: the possibility of these is necessary to the joy of the deliverance; it denies universal final defeat.. giving a fleeting glimpse of Joy, Joy beyond the walls of the world, poigant as grief
Tolkien
Thursday, May 12, 2011
sometimes, i feel like just being far away from you
i hate the voices in my head.
samquek
right or wrong?
i do not know if it is truly for the best or not.. but at least.. it can end really soon.
samquek
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
why did God make feelings?
i guess i understand a little more about why God did the things He did. you can't force someone to love you back no matter how much you love that person. no matter how much you force it down that person's throat, no matter how blutantly and how honest you are.. you can't force the feelings to return back to you.
a part of me wishes to crush emotions. feelings are so irrtational. it makes you vulnerable. it makes you feel dumb. it makes you sad. it makes you feel moody and horrible and inferior and alone.
i do not understand feelings. one moment, you get happy because of something. and another moment, you get upset because of the same thing.
and feelings can get so fleeting at times. and they are so so confusing
having holidays now. self-improvement time number ilostcountalready.
samquek
Monday, May 9, 2011
dunnowhattodo
i wish i could just rip my heart out.
Sunday, May 1, 2011
strangers, again
'a box of random stuff, from a period of faded time, when.. this stranger was the most important person in my life.'
