Tuesday, May 10, 2011
why did God make feelings?
i guess i understand a little more about why God did the things He did.
you can't force someone to love you back no matter how much you love that person. no matter how much you force it down that person's throat, no matter how blutantly and how honest you are.. you can't force the feelings to return back to you.
a part of me wishes to crush emotions.
feelings are so irrtational. it makes you vulnerable. it makes you feel dumb. it makes you sad. it makes you feel moody and horrible and inferior and alone.
i do not understand feelings. one moment, you get happy because of something. and another moment, you get upset because of the same thing.
and feelings can get so fleeting at times. and they are so so confusing
having holidays now.
self-improvement time number ilostcountalready.
samquek