Wednesday, August 24, 2011
if i die young

feeling rather down this week. feel utterly lousy about myself and me being lazy and ill-disciplined just makes things worse.
i hate impressions.
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now i understand why kids, who want attention from certain people, like to lie and exaggerate. it is actually really tempting to do that.
in order to be different, to be unique..
or like, dreaming of yourself being in a korean drama, getting hit by a car and then going into a coma.
just doing something to attract the attention of somebody.
ahhh.. stupid stupid stupid
and my room is full of dust now. they finally knocked down the wall beside my house. sighs.
samquek