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Monday, August 29, 2011
i'm only fooling myself


as horrifying as it is, i think im a lot like my mom. 0.0 paranoid and.. no sense of control??

it's so hard not to ask, to find out about what's going on..
maybe its the feeling of being left behind, without knowing?

once again, i'm stuck, wondering what is exactly going on in my life, if i'm handling myself okay and.. what i am supposed to do..

is it really so hard for you to say yes? like how it is so hard for me to say no?

emotions are really scary. i think i'm letting my emotions control me too much. but is it possible to put a hold to it? or.. to force myself not to care anymore? it was easy last time i guess. when you don't actually know that person..

i feel as if i am being repulsed by that person like how some people tend to be repulsive to me..
i feel like it is karma. for all the horrible things i have ever done to people, they come around and bite me in the butt.

pfft.

samquek




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