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Tuesday, October 4, 2011
could you be a devil, could you be an angel?


one of the many things i thank God for is rain.

even if i am outdoor, i still thank God for rain. but to sidetrack a bit, i hate walking outdoor after the rain cause yucky stuff get stuck onto my legs.

so anyway..
rain.
it is cooling, it is calming, it makes me feel as if God is sad with me when i am sad on rainy days.

it is assuring.

and somehow, it feels as if it holds a promise of us.
but even if it is wrong, the rain still holds a promise of a better tomorrow for myself.

and above all, if you squint your eyes, the rain looks like snow. (:

i hate sleeping when it is time to sleep.
but i love sleeping when it's time to wake up.

maybe that shows how 'qian bian' i am. :/
haha.

like, maybe deep down inside, i only want something that i am not able to reach?
and maybe, i can only work properly when i am sad, depressed or stressed.

negative emotions give me more strength than positive emotions.
and maybe that shows how 'sadistic' i am.. -.-

they said prayers don't hurt anyone but i think, with hope, it hurts like crap. but i will still pray, and see how things go.

my mom reminded me of the power of prayers and even i saw it with my own eyes the power of prayer.
and then came the rain with its reminders of the promises it holds.

unless i am thinking too much and being wistful, just maybe.. something happy may actually happen.

samquek



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